Blog tour: 26 January to 13 February 2026

Synopsis
A fresh, funny and deeply affecting novel about a thirty-something woman who begins stalking a celebrity crush – and about what happens when it all becomes a bit too real. Perfect for fans of Baby Reindeer.
You’re the love of Esther’s life. You just don’t know it yet …
Esther first sees Ted walking in a park in London. They lock eyes and for a fraction of a second, she feels something she’s never felt before.
She starts by reading up about his life in Canada and his work as an actor. Then she watches every interview with him online. It isn’t long before she’s joined Ted’s fan site online where her and the ‘Tedettes’ stalk his every move.
When Ted gets a new celebrity girlfriend, Esther decides that things have gone far enough. She leaves her husband, takes all their savings, and buys a one-way ticket to Canada.
After all, Ted might not know it yet, but they are meant to be together – he just needs a little bit of persuading …
At its heart, Esther is Now Following You is a fresh, funny and deeply affecting novel about what happens when life gets too much and what we do to cope. It combines the humour of Fleabag and Green Dot’s unattainable obsession, told with the propulsion of Baby Reindeer.
My review
Right from the start, this was an intriguing read! After a traumatic event in her life, Esther feels lost and is struggling to cope. When she spots Canadian actor, Ted Levy, in a local park, she’s drawn to him and follows him on social media and joins his other fans, the Tedettes. They discuss Ted’s films, talk about his life and his girlfriends, and share any sightings they find in the media.
Before long, a mild crush becomes obsessive and Esther can’t think of anyone or anything else. Struggling to relate to her husband, friends or family, and convinced she shared a moment with Ted in the park, Esther impulsively decides to spend her savings on a one-way flight to Toronto in the hopes that he’ll fall in love with her too.
Esther is behaving completely irrationally and is unable to listen to anyone but the voice inside her head telling her to connect with Ted as he’s the solution to her unhappiness.
This was an uncomfortable read and I really feared for Esther throughout the novel. She is setting herself up for a big fall and seems incapable of stopping to think about what she’s doing and talking properly to her husband or anyone else. Rather than try and get help, Esther is in denial about things and ends up hurting herself and others around her by her actions.
This is a really thought-provoking and emotional storyline. I was drawn into Esther’s world and I laughed, cried, cringed and looked on in horror as she turned her life upside down in the inadvisable pursuit of a minor, not particularly nice, celebrity.
Overall, this was an excellent novel. It was cleverly written and the storyline was revealed in an intriguing manner – just when I thought I’d sussed out how things were going to play out, there was another revelation to surprise me! The book was very tense and disturbing at times and I was shocked by the actions of some of the characters.
The premise was rather different but very of the moment and it was frightening to see how easily someone can be pulled into the toxic side of social media and be influenced by others.
I have to mention the amazing cover, which is very colourful, striking and memorable. Definitely one that catches the eye and stands out on the shelves!

Buy the book
Esther is Now Following You by Tanya Sweeney can be purchased from Amazon on Kindle and in hardback, and as an e-book from Kobo and Apple Books. See also Penguin Books and Bookshop.org.

About the author

Tanya Sweeney is an Irish journalist, columnist and regular contributor to radio and TV. Her personal columns focus on a variety of subjects including parenting, pregnancy, friendship, culture, and body issues.
She currently works on the Weekend magazine at the Irish Independent, and her experience working in the music, film and TV industries helped inspire her debut novel.
Tanya is based in County Kildare.
X: @tanyasweeney
Instagram: @tanyasweeney
Instagram: @estherfollowsyou
Blog tour
Thanks to Anne Cater at Random Things Tours and Bantam Books (Transworld Books) for my digital copy of Esther is Now Following You and for my place on the blog tour.
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